What actually goes on in my mind.
lol no one wants to talk to me.

fml fml fml

I just want you to fucking talk to me.

Or at least acknowledge the fact that I might actually like you..

You know that feeling?

Where’ you want to call someone but you’re afraid that you would look pathetic so you wait until they call you? Then you get scared and wonder if they’re thinking the same thing so you feel as if you should start by calling them? Ahhh, why must this be so confusing? Why can’t you just talk to me without me asking you to? Bleh!

It hasn’t been long since we last talked but I miss you.

I don’t know why I miss you so much. I barely even know you, I mean sure we’ve talked on the phone almost every night for a couple of weeks now but I mean, I feel like I’ve known you for a long time. I just really miss you. I mean it’s been like 3 days since we’ve talked but I can’t help but wait in anticipation until your name pops up on my phone! Ahh I really shouldn’t be feeling like this for someone that lives far away, it really isn’t healthy. Long distance hasn’t worked out in the past. I just don’t know what’s going on through my head, but I really truly do miss you!